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    Friday, January 2nd, 2009
    1:55 pm
    change of journal
    I thought I deleted this stupid thing years ago....apparantly not!
    I started all over, will not be posting in this anymore.

    New LiveJournal is : nico_lynne

    Find me if you want,.
    Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
    1:30 pm
    All I want for christmas
    I am looking for plane tickets home. I'm poor though so I asked for a plane ticket for christmas. I have nothing i need or even want so what could be better than a ticket to visit the family that will only start to annoy me about a day into the whole visit? Heck they don't really have the money either, but i'm tryign to stress to them taht this is all i want for christmas and there is no need for presents. Parents will never listen to this though.

    It's funny, I think, how I realize i've hit that "adult" point in my life about holidays. When I was little I could never even fathom the thought of wanting household appliances or a new coat, or bedsheets or just somethign random that only adults would like. All I wanted was Barbies, art supplies, TOYs Toys TOYS! And a few occaisional must have styles for the upcoming season, you know 4th grade is such a fashion show? Yeah I had to have that stone washed denim skirt when I was 9, but other than a few key pieces of clothign, it was all toys for me.
    Now here I am, not believing what I'm typing to my mom in an email "I don't really want anything for christmas, I'd rather just be home and spend it with the family, it doesn't matter about presents" Plus, when did i get all mushy about family? wierd!

    It's going to be wierd anyway, my car is dead in my driveway and I haven't driven it since I bought a new engine for it....but no one has and that's why its dead, the battery is shit.

    Now, I can't drive anyway, i have no insurance and being as how i haven't driven in months and i'm a little bit of a non-multitasker when it comes to eye/hand coordination I don't think driving is the best thing for me. I guess I'll have to make my brother go everywhere with me. He does anyway because I make him to begin with. He's the only one that cracks me up still....he's always pissing my dad off somehow. Yeah so maybe going home to see the family will be fine.

    I was just saying, its wierd that i've all of a sudden stopped wanting presents.

    Current Mood: grateful
    Friday, July 18th, 2003
    1:23 pm
    lunchtime quikie
    I have to post somethign really fast. I am on lunch break and realized i never write in here except like once every two months.

    So i get a day off from work tomorrow, woo only a 6 day work week this week! Party!

    Tomorrow should be fun, we'll see who all turns out for siren fest. I didn't get to go last year because, big surprise, I WORKED! I swear i will be 50 next year if i keep working like this. I try to find the oppurtunity to quit my weekend job all the time, but then they give me more and more responsibility and therefore i never find the right moment to say, "ummm i don't think i neeed to work here anymore" Even if i did find the right time, they would say that they needed me cause this woman never lets anyone leave!

    I fell asleep on a picnic table last nite. It's as close to feeling homeless as i've come since i fell asleep on some boy in the subway station last summer. Only this time was more legite and it didn't look so wierd. We were watching the 3-D version of CReature from the black lagoon at prospect park and well i just couldnt' get into it. So I totally zonked out 3-D glasses and all....no biggee.

    I even lost my glasses somewhere during it. I presonally think Rez gave them to someone that didn't haev a pair. Blasted!

    Current Mood: groggy
    Wednesday, July 9th, 2003
    10:52 pm
    Blister in the sun
    So I totally suck. As if my apartment isn't hot enough I have to go and get a burn to make me feel like I'm on fire. And not just any burn. Not even a sunburn! No no, cool clutzy me knocked my iron over onto my leg this morning.

    OUCH! And for some reason my reflexes and nerve endings were a few seconds slower than usual so I kinda just stared for a few seconds without realizing I was frying my thigh.

    Yeah so then I get to work late because I was trying to nurse by burn with ice and by the time I sit down to check the morning's emails I feel a huge bump on my leg.

    So I go into the restroom to check it out and its not even a real bump. It's more like a water balloon on my thigh. IT's a huge gigantic blister. You know the kind you get, only this one was about 2.5" long and 1" wide...sick!

    So because i'm a double clutz i always bump my leg into my desk when I get up and stuff so all day today it was oozin puss and all that gross stuff that fills up blisters.
    So all I can say is thank god I wore black pants so it was not obvious I had yellowish liquid spewing from my burn!

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: some shitty internet cafe music
    Monday, June 30th, 2003
    9:00 pm
    HOME Sweet Home
    So i'm home, spending the good ol' vacation time in Indiana...woowee how tropical that is!

    No it just means once again i've resorted to spending time on the internet like I did millions of times before back in January.

    Let me just tell you, I am sooo glad I didn't live here any longer than I did after college. Coming back after being gone for a few months shows me what I was fearfully turning into. As I flew over the Ohio river and landed, I noticed how different the landscape looked from taking off. Where I saw tons and tons of housing projects, sailboats on the rivers, smog, it was replaced with tons and tons of open masses of land, corn, and people fishing in the little ponds and lakes scattered all over the area i live in....eeek! Give me the smog.
    But that wasn't the worse, it was when I went out hte other nite, ugh, hippy central! I thought I was going to be oozin patchouli from my pores when I left, and what was it when they went up there to request some Grateful Dead saying that would really make the night? Seriously, where do these kids come from...oh yeah, right, Evansville. Thank goodness I am not here.

    But I'll be back to bother the rest of everyone all in good time, I'm flying back Wednesday. So what are all you little partygoers doing for the 4th of JULY????? Fill me in! I got a new number though so no one knows it really but a few, heck no one knew it before so what's it matter. Yeah but let me know somehow where the grub is at for the 4th, i want to see some FIRECRACKERS!!! Oh and the Hot Dog Eating contest in Coney Island anyone??? Let me know, I think I might go down there during the day, last year was pretty cool!
    Thursday, April 17th, 2003
    11:27 am
    SHE's ALIVE
    yes yes i didn't fall off the face of the earth, just fell out of touch with the whole world of pc's and the internet. Thats whta happens though when there is not time at work to check e-mail and you dont'l ive with your parents anymore.

    But besides the no e-mail thing, its ok....i never get a chance to do anything computer oriented these days, but living like its 1956 is fine by me.

    Seriously though I'm loving it up here....i feel so lucky! My job is going good and i like everyone there and I get so many real design oppurtunities there its great. Plus not even a full 2 months into the job and i've gotten my second raise already! Yes, yesterday he pulled me into his office to let me know that even though they had to crunch the numbers in other areas of hte company, he couldn't hold off on giving me what I wasn't supposed to get until january....yep, i must be doing alright. it will sure help out when the student loads come slipping through my mail slot in July :( blek!
    I'm not rich but now i can rest easy!

    I'm so excited for this summer, so many people are going to be up here from Ohio! woo friends galore!

    Ah thank god for the jewish holiday of passover, i have today off! Then do to my slick talking and "good girl" catholic talk i snaked my way out of working tomorrow to with all my talk of Good Friday! woo for me.

    And even though the weather is shitty i cannot let a day off pass me by so i'm off to go shopping or something completely girly and lame!

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Tuesday, February 18th, 2003
    12:02 pm
    die hard catholics
    my family is sooooo wierd about church. How about this one for you? it made me laugh cause its soooo ridiculous.
    My uncle who as we speak is just now coming out of Open Heart Surgery after having a heart attack last Thursday (???) one of those days.
    Well on sunday in the midst of the snowstorm and the 3 inches of ice we got down in evansville, he asks the doctor if he can be checked out to go to church. What doctor in his right mind would let a man still in intensive care (even if he probably belongs in the regular cardio area of the hospital) leave the premises even if only for an hour? Or what patient would want to go to chruch that bad? heck there's a little chapel go use that one downstairs you know? but what?
    Yes and the crazy doctor let him, they ripped out his iv's together and off he went with him son and wife. And then when they got there no one was there cause the weather was too bad so he asked some nun if they needed my cousin to be the altar boy! what wierdos, because of course he ended up serving thru the mass.
    And then afterwards my uncle checked himself back in, climbed in his bed and waited till the doctor came back in to put the iv in his arm.

    I am kinda afriad of what these doctors are thinking in evansville!
    But i guess my uncle was happy to break out of "prison" for an hour, even if it was odd.
    Regardless, i'm laughing hysterically thinking of the crazy doctors that we put in charge of our lives when we're in their care!
    Monday, February 17th, 2003
    2:55 pm
    PYROMANIAc
    After waking up at 7:30am because my sister called this morning i fell into Vh-1's trance...the hairband/rock n roll trance they often times put me in.
    Thank god for snowstorms and president's day, no one is out anywhere so in front of the tv is where i rightfully belong. Still in my pajamas, I just got done watching an "ultimate albums" special on Pyromania. (yes, i'm getting an awful lot of packing done right?)
    It was good, sort of a more in depth look at the Behind the Music on them, but whatever...you can never have too much Def Lepard knowledge.
    But that's when i realized a few things, oh if only it could've been Rick Allen (however its spelled) and his posse doing the karaoke thing all those wed. nights! He's way cooler than Billy can ever even dream of being.
    Just last weekend Dinah, Meghan and I agreed we'd hang with some of hte guys from the band...maybe mind teh drummer cause i wouldn't be able to stop catching glances of his stub.

    Also, I looked at a picture of Dave Long dressed in full blown hairband gear at my glam rock party one year...he looks a lot like the lead singer in that picture. Why did i never realize that before? Here he was this whole time, Kent's little look-a-like...and he always just sort of either made me laugh or pissed me off. Oh well

    Current Mood: thoughtful
    12:11 am
    Fun sunday nites
    You're a Margarita!!  Yariba Yariba, underlay underlay!!  A margarita consists of tequila, triple sec and lemon or lime juice with a salt rimmed glass which just about sums you up!  You
    ""Which cocktail are you?""

    brought to you by Quizilla


    This is what happens when Jason and I are bored, both online talking about quizzes!
    Sunday, February 16th, 2003
    11:48 pm
    5-6-7-8!
    MOVE to Last Vegas!! You're not going to be in a
    band. You're going to be a Go-Go dancer! That
    way you can listen to all that crap all through
    the show!!!


    What kind of band should you belong to?
    brought to you by Quizilla

    Damn Straight, you've all seen my "awesome" Drill TEam moves from High school....now its time to dance in cages and on platforms in fancy peacock feathers! woooo!
    Saturday, February 15th, 2003
    10:54 pm
    organization skills be gone!
    So now I'm realizing just how soon i start my job, in 9 days. Heck i don't even know when I'm moving up to NY just yet. I think I might leave on thursday and so therefore I want to hang with the N. Royalton crowd and perhaps the karaoke band if they are chilling somewhere stupid??? you know, like one last goodbye before I never see anyone again :( *weep weep*
    but who knows, its still all up in teh air, but if anyone has suggestions about how to make the rounds and say bye and what to do let me know cause i'm game for a plan so that I can see the gang since I coudln't seem to get into kent at a decent hour last week to visit.
    I still have to talk to my roomies to see when i can move stuff in though and that will be the deciding factor of when and where I stay and blah blah blah.

    Alas, did you realize I said Roomates??? yes, by some stroke of luck i was looking at craigslist one morning , thursday morn to be exact, when a description of a room for rent on my old street seemed all too familiar. Low and behold it was my old roomies needing someone for my old room from thsi summer! get out of here ! Holy cow, I'm lucky, i'm moving in with people i know again and back into my old neighborhood. Ah you better believe i'm looking forward to smoking cigarettes on my roof that's connected to all the other buildings making it hte lenght of a city block, chillin in my room cause right now we still won't have a living room (its a bedroom for the moment) and best of all i'm looking forward to the guys on the stoop every morning on my way to work drinking 40's at 8:30am!!!! Oh yes nad the barbershop guys that hang out and say hi when i walk home from work everyday! ah i do like that neighborhood, now i have to just find a stray dog so my life can be complete and i can throw a frisbie with Fido in Prospect Park! I am excited!

    But I have to rely on Adriane not to lose my roomates number this time so that i don't look bogus and she can pay him my money. She forgot about it or something, how do you forget you have that lump sum of money for an apartment? don't know...but it certainly makes me laugh, she's one funny girl!!!!

    woo! yeah that's my "sorority girl" scream there for you guys! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
    Wednesday, February 12th, 2003
    8:08 pm
    Headaches
    My head hurts, I could be hungry...they forgot about me today at work or something because I didn't get my lunch break until about an hour before I went home.
    So I think I'm hungry because I didn't get time to eat really.

    I haven't found a place to live yet...i left that in teh hands of adriane and sometimes she's too picky about things that I do'nt care about, so who knows! But if all else fails my roomate from this summer, Peter has my old room available again. But he raised the rent by $100...bastard! But if you sign the lease I guess you can do that...but i wouldn't have a living room either cause my roomie Al still lives in it as a bedroom. That would be fun let me tell you, if people come to visit it is so damn hard to cram them in my room, but believe me it can be done, you just end up stepping on everyone and you have to deal with me in all my morning glory, and i hate mornings!
    that's a headache all in itself.

    Ah and then all the lotions i had to put on my hand today so as not to make the clueless valentine frenzied male shoppers smell like girls...that only did my nose in. But the underwear biz wasn't that bad. THey aren't even goign to bother showing me the registers since i'm leaving again on Saturday. But the sales floor isn't that bad. I just make up a lot of shit and people buy it. Especiallyt he guys, oh my god did i enjoy putting together stupid slutty outfits today for husbands that had no clue if their wife would wear sexy see thru nities, teddies, whatever! ha and one man bought everything i showed him because he said i knew everythign there was to know about what a woman would want on valentine's day. Little did he know i am not an avid fan of this holiday and i was just blowing steam by showing him everything and anything "alluring" ha, he did spend a lot though so i guess htat looks good for me. The women are a little harder to convince. teh only ones that listened to me were the ones that had no clue how things should fit or what was "hot". not thati know either but if you act like you do you fool everyone.
    but yes work was a headache as well.

    So i can already tell i'm going to pass out soon for the evening...too much panty and push up miracle bra talk for one day can make a girl tired!

    Current Mood: sleepy
    Thursday, February 6th, 2003
    12:17 pm
    NYC or BUST
    I feel like hte luckiest person alive. I just got a call from Alberto Makali, think trendy obnoxious sportswear, eveningwear, business attire, for 20-40 something year old women!
    anyways he was the nicest little guy, he said he didn't want me to waste money flying out there because he couldn't promise me much and if i wasn't interested then it would've been a waste of my money. Which it would've been because flights for this weekend at last minute were going for way too much!
    But he offered me the job over the phone? How awesome is that!
    Yeah, woohoo, i'm excited, i'm stoked, i'm pissing in my pants!
    It's not the best paying job, the most glamorous, or anything but i have to start somewhere, and with the job market sucking like it does i figured this is the chance to get my foot in the door and get the hell out of Evansville...
    Anyways, if any of you NY kids know of anyone needing a roomate let me know ASAP and let them know that i'm desperate for a place as well! Thanks...

    So anyways, I'm going up to NY this weekend actually, driving my shitter car though so lets hope it doesn't break down this time. ugh its going to suck.

    I need to quit farting around online though and hit the road, i'm out like biker shorts!
    1:28 am
    saving my virginity barbie



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    "How to be a Cocktease" manual and "Satisfy Ken
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    What Naughty Barbie Are *You*?

    More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
    Monday, February 3rd, 2003
    5:16 pm
    Great White???
    Today is so dark and dismal outside, and its effecting my mood and making me all wimpy and mad.
    See things aren't going right in certain aspects of my life because i fuck them up by playing games and being a self centered girl.
    So i'm done with that attitude, i learned i have to be nice, not just on the exterior...scheming needs to stop, if i expect to have things go better for me.

    So Jim Morrison finally called me this afternoon and woke me up. I was still asleep at 1pm, how sorry and lazy is that? After being so super nice to me and like hte perfect nice guy ever, things changed. Did he get sick of me being a wishy washy girl? is he sick of my stories about how i want to run away to New York....something because he went from being all nice and excited to hang out to having plans and sort of just throwing me in somewhere if he felt like hanging out. and its oh so convenient because its right when i'm realizing that he grew on me.
    So here i am , Great White is in 3 hours and I'm not sure if I'm going now. He was excited just last week to take me because he said he knew how much i loved that shit.
    and last nite fearing that I would'nt go unless i took myself i told jason that i was ready to make the "Fuck Jim Morrison" tee shirt instead of the "I'm with Jim Morrison" which the first one is sounding way better now. But nayways so like i said he called and he had totally forgotten about Great White??? how could he? He asked if i wanted to do something tonite which was nice, but i think its a pity thing. And i don't want his pity if he thinks that he was shitty for not calling this weekend or somsething, i'll be fine. But when he asked if i wanted to do something today he was all to nonchalant and open to anything so i was kinda mad that he had forgotten about how he was the one that told me Great White was in Evansville today.
    So i said that we could go to it and he said "oh i totally forgot about it" Right! I even made a "Once Bitten...Twice Shy" t-shirt so i'm all rarin to go!
    But then i realized that its not the end of hte world because i only really know one song of theirs and to tell you the truth i fucked up my tee shirt by cutting it up kinda wierd...more like i didn't position the words correctly and it messed it up. So i don't think i'm even going to wear it because it totally looks ameature like. So blah!
    I'm still just kinda in a tizzy about things, and i don't know which way in want to go on this thing.

    then on top of it, the boy that says that i've set his standard for girls has to tell me taht he is forcing himself to like other people so that he can forget about me because i just haunt him. What's that? why ??? I don't mind if he moves on but he shouldn't forget me, he's supposed to be my best friend and i have been telling him all of my problems because he's the one i've always talked to about things....and now he's wanting to forget me? fuck!

    Things just aren't going well right now in any personal department of my life. I'm sure they will get better in a few days because nothing serious or life altering really ever occurs. I just have that knack of taking such miniscule things and turning them into the drama that keeps my life running.

    So hopefully i just need to quit babying myself and kick my butt into shape and kick some boys out to the curb, convince others that I'm still a friend even if i do make them feel all sad inside, and then just overall stop being stupid like this.

    If i could really keep my guard up for more than maybe a week then i would never have issues...i would never have minute little drama sequences to work out, i could never really care about anything like this. But of course everytime, this happens everytime by the way, I say i'm not going to let my guard down but then i realize that i'm just a mean cold hearted person when it is all up and protecting me so i don't want to miss out on the fun that's forming so i decide that i can trust that persona dn i let it down and BAM! right when i do i get hit with a total 180 change in my life.
    Oh well, like i said its nothing big so i don't know why i have to get all frusterated by it.

    Tonite, hopefully i will set my eyes on Great White, if Jim morrison actually calls back i'm going to ecstatically tell him that's waht i want to do and that's what I'm going to do. Because I should'nt miss out on it just because of a guy.

    So i need to stop playing Every Rose has it's Thorn over and over because it doesn't really pertain to me even though i'm trying to make it so....and i need to concentrate on Great White right now and make sure I really do know all the words to "Once Bitten Twice Shy" i think i'm golden in that department though so we shall see!

    Current Mood: crappy
    Current Music: "Every Rose has its Thorn"--Poison
    Saturday, February 1st, 2003
    1:21 pm
    Great Balls of Fire
    I couldn't believe what i was seeing on every channel this morning when i got up to take my dog out. I coudln't find anythign other than this thing flying through the sky that looked like an asteroid or something. Turns out it wasn't an asteroid, but it was Shuttle Columbia.
    It's sad! For some reason these national tragedies are the things that get to me, other than that i keep a stern face and a cold heart and never let on that something may be sad or actually get me choked up. But these kinds of things do it.
    I can't even watch tv now because i'm sick of seeing the same footage its like they ram it into your brain so that you can't get the image out of your head. It's just like the same footage of the towers coming down on 9/11. I couldn't watch much of that either. I think its because its sad when you think that the families of these astronauts were there wating to greet them and hug them and tell them how proud they were when they finally landed, but instead Pres. Bush greeted them with his condolences and they were sent back home. How awful would that be?
    I dont know, i just think its horribly awful though and its on every station minus the crappy cable channels that don't give a fuck about stuff really.

    I have to get out so that i don't go back and turn on the tv. I'm going downtown today i think. I love this awesome little antique store down there and I know the guy that lives above it now so he's usually there, or at least he has been since i was in high school so now that i know him he'll be a fun person to go chat with over little crappy broaches and cigarette cases i still can't afford. I love that antique store, i really do!

    Current Mood: restless
    Current Music: Whip It-Devo
    Thursday, January 30th, 2003
    8:47 pm
    Where to begin....
    It seems some people are getting a little restless about my lack of posts, i know its wierd to go from 3 times a day to nothing at all and having to read the same thing over and over if you read my journal. So i'm sorry and I will make a real effort to get back on track. Howver, things have been hectic and i feel more productive now...i have real things going on and i have to get shit done here and there and keep the time between friends here, friends there, and family everywhere balanced and its getting kinda tough. but i am going to make it all work, cause i'm a super girl like that.

    so i have so much to talk about but too much to think of writing.

    i finally got a job and i start tomorrow. I snagged the Victoria's Secret job....so now i get to fold panties like i feared. Oh well its a job, even if they pay shitty, at least i can easily transfer to wherever the hell i move when i leave here.

    I met some new kids that are totally fun, too bad they're leaving tomorrow, all but 4 of them. So tonite I'm going out with them to have one last hoorah with them. I didn't ge tto hang out with them much but they were fun when we did hang out. They were in town building Evansville a skate park so that we one day become cool. They're from Minneapolis though so they are far away. But i guess its just more email pals for me and we all know how i love email pen pals. They are totally ablast though, even though the thing isn't done and really people aren't allowed back there, they let me and abbey go back there all thet ime. We usually drop by on their lunch breaks to hang out for an hour or so. And yesterday was hte best lunch break yet. We wetn rollerskating while they kick flipped, fell, and hurt themselves all around us....abbey and I of course suck at anything, but rollerskating we are better at than skateboarding. I had to climb in my attick and find my shitty white ones with the bright pink wheels, i crammed my feet into them and i was off. I didn't attempt any huge ramps or hte half pipe or anything like that because well, basically i don't have health insurance now that i'm 23. So i had to play it safe, as if i would do anything scary anyways.

    I also have to say i'm sooo hooked on "Queer as Folk" I don't know what it is about gay guys but these boys are sooo cute in this show. Especially the male whore, he's a stylish dresser, i think his name is brian. He reminds me of this one guy that was in my fashion classes, its totally him. But thanks to Jim Morrison, I'm hooked. that seems to be our thing of choice now...whenever we spend quality time together all iw ant to do is make him get out his Queer dvds....kinda scary huh? I'm sure i'm a real fun kid to hang out with all i want to do is watch tv :)
    It's safe that way though, because I'm still trying to deny the fact that he's growing on me. Sometimes i think its soo easy to not hang out with him if i don't want to and that i'm just doing it because i know he'll take me out. But other times i look at him and feel like the shittiest girl alive and realize that he really is fun and i want to hit myself for being like this to a perfectly nice guy that knows me all to well. he for some reason knows all the right htings to say and do and he doesn't think twice about them. It's too perfect and that's why i am in denial....perfect things scare me...so who knows waht the freak i'm doing. all I know is that this guy is super nice and he does everythign nice in his power to make me have a good time in Evansville and who woudl be so stupid to screw with that??? Except for me, somehow i know i will mess it up and then realize what a moron i was. But right now I'm too confused about what to do or what it is or what i want that i can't think of it as anything besides just hanging out. I don't know....anyone would slap me i'm sure and say wake up this guy is soooo nice to you and you're a bitch. but i don't know, there's somethign weird about it and i can't put my finger on it. REgardless, i know taht one day i'll end up screwing him over i'm sure and then he'll hate my guts forever, that's what usually happens in "perfect" situations, at least when i'm involved. Luckily i haven't had too many perfect situations though so i'm still a greenie at them.

    Ok well tonite i have to whip out my glowsticks again, its rave time kids! Nah, I believe i will just have some water and play a game of pool with the skater boys because they don't get into this stuff anymore than i do. but its interesting and a new group of people to mingle with so i don't mind. Plus abbey is into it and she does sstupid things i like so i might as well do things she likes too or else i would be bordering on a shitty friend too.

    I am off to Border's now though. I'm in the middle of Andy Warhol's Diaries but i refuse to buy it so i just inconspiculously mark my page everytime in in there and hide it behind the halston book and just pray that it won't be bought the next time i'm in there. It's kinda interesting and i actually am starting to read so i can't complain, but isn't that shitty of me??? I refuse to by books you read, because i will only read it once and then it just sits there, that's why i'm so down with the picture books. Unless its "the Great Gatsby" which for some reason i can never read enough...i've actually read that one like 5 times, i'm obsessed with it though becaus eits so glamorous and all about the 1920's only one of hte coolest decades ever for our country.

    Current Mood: awake
    Saturday, January 25th, 2003
    4:52 pm
    Jim Morrison and Twiggy
    I'm so excited, things with Jim morrison are fine....we just talk and have a fun time over drinks, nothing serious and that's the way i hope to keep it. He's just an interesting guy to talk to and a new friend.
    And even cooler is the fact that he's ready to work on his photography shit again, and well guess who gets to be hte little neo-mod Mary Quant dressed subject??? ME! First we're going downtown so I can ham it up 50's style in furry coats and little pretty gloves...
    then we're going to do some mod 60's pictures, i can't wait, i love dressing up and reliving a time I was never a part of!
    Wednesday, January 22nd, 2003
    1:25 am
    Breakfast at Tiffany's
    Long Island Ice Teas=mistakes on Wednesday
    My Dillusional world comes true, only in a much trashier, Kentucky sort of way-----
    Looks like my silly puking self snagged herself a movie for tomorrow. But I didnt know about it till I realized I was supposed to call Jim Morrison about Wednesday...but what did that mean? yeah i found out when i talked to him. "calling about Wednesday" meant calling about the movie i agreed to see.
    It's totally freaking me out though. I dont even think i need a date (ugh boys?!?!....this isn't even a date really), and I dont know how I feel about this one of all people.
    Not only when i was sober did i find him to be a spitting image of Jim Morrison, but I also found out he has no problem with tomorrow since he has a court date....a.k.a. he had to call off work---bad seed!
    Great! In all of my drunken glory it turns out I agreed to see a movie with this guy who turns out to be wanted for theft. What the hell?

    Looks like I'm well on my way to being the Holly Golightly of Evansville, but I'm not so sure its a good thing. ($50 for the powder room isn't a part of this though)

    This is turning out to be something too trailor trash/COPS like for me, the story is sooo much longer,and way more entertainig for those who want a good laugh, especially at my expense...but its too much for me to even believe right now. My "escapades/antics" are overwhelming me!

    He wants to go out for drinks tomorrow as well, I think I will stick to a Coca-Cola Classic so i can escape without making another fool of myself. (and be home early!)

    Current Mood: scared
    Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
    12:17 am
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